Change of Mental State

Well, the video rental store hasn’t called me so I went out looking for other jobs. No stores I want to work in are hiring right now because it’s after the holiday season and not close to summer yet. So, it looks like I’m out of luck for the minimum wage jobs that I would consider.
However, I feel renewed. My mom found a website that is advertising jobs in the Philadelphia area. I searched through them and I saw one that I wanted to apply for! It’s for an art gallery assitant. The job description says that the person will be expected to help with coordinating, framing, and hanging exhibitions…no problem for me! I’d be great at that. I’m obsessive when it comes to displaying art correctly. The person is also required to have experience with Adobe Photoshop and Microsoft Word. I know them both very well. And finally, the person should know how to make a website…which I’m great at! It sounds perfect. Now, can I get it?
I sent my application in. I’m feeling confident. I feel like the old Matt who was ready to be a high school teacher. The one who gave presentation after presentation in front of class with full confidence. The one who was ready to take on anything. I’m not letting stupid anxiety hold me back anymore! I can do this!